I decided I am going to start getting back into the journaling routine. Really the decision came from God revealing His matchless grace in my life over and over, and showing me that I had to journal these things so as to not forget them and resemble the Israelites in the wilderness.
Instead of writing on and on about every detail, which would take forever to do and would be too long to read while trying to keep the focus on what God has done, I will simply list the recent evidences of God’s power and grace in my life. So here goes…
- This list has to begin and end with Jesus Christ, as all of God’s blessings flow through our precious Lord and King. God has taken me down a road of seeing Christ’s love in a deeper, more intimate way when He brought me to the books of Hosea and Song of Solomon. He even gave me the privilege of speaking on Hosea 2 to our local church body. In Hosea 1, God tells Hosea to marry a whore because his relationship with this whore is going to symbolize God and Israel, and even Christ and the church. When God attached Himself to Israel, they prostituted themselves by setting up other gods to bow down to and praise. When Christ got off His throne to come to earth, He was going to give Himself to a whore who wanted nothing to do with Him. And so Hosea marries this whore, her name is Gomer and wouldn’t you know it, she goes after other lovers just as Israel did with God and the church did and does with Jesus Christ. It would be great if that wasn’t the case, but in every case, those betrothed to God by His unmerited grace and love, begin to seek other things and give their love, devotion and praise to them instead of God and Christ. God’s love completely overwhelmed me as I reflected on my own prostitution to the world, and how God’s response was not to treat me harshly (which I richly deserved), but to woo me back to Christ and to speak tenderly to me and pour His love and grace upon my life in such an unbelievable fashion. Thank you God for showing me this picture in your Word of your faithful love to me in spite of my constant wanderings and unfaithfulness to you. Keep me at the feet of Jesus, I never want to hurt you that way again.
- God has also shown His grace to us in the way He has taken care of us physically. We were at the bottom of the barrel as far as finances the other week, and we had to purchase materials for Fajita Fest on the campus of EMU so the students could walk by our table and get information about our Bible studies, prayer meetings and events. So Janine and I decided we were going to take some of our soda bottles to the store to get the 10 cents each that they give you when you recycle them; we had about 5 bags worth. We just prayed that it would be enough money to get what we needed for the event on campus. Well, I checked our mail before we left and inside was a check for $100; plenty of money to get all that we needed, including pick up some groceries for our home. I had always heard stories like this, but God is letting us experience His sovereign hand of protection and provision on a daily basis, and it’s truly evidence of His constant grace in our lives; because we deserve only His wrath for our sinfulness. What holiness Christ must have to allow God to treat us so kindly!
- We then have seen some wonderful fruit in the lives of those we minister to. One young man in our group gained victory over a sin that has plagued him for years by simply praying to God night after night, day after day until God released Him of the sin by the holiness of Christ. It was truly a testimony of God’s ongoing power in our lives to those who truly seek Him. Another young man met some homeless people on the street one day and decided to give them a few bucks and share Christ with them. He then was so burdened for them that he decided he was going to let these two people stay with him for a few days and eat his food and sleep in his house until they were able to find a more permanent location to live in. He was compelled by the passage in James that says, “What good is it my brothers if someone sees a person in need and says, “Go, be warmed and filled” without giving them the things needed for the body?” So this young man did just that, and he has only been saved for about a year now. Unbelievable; all glory be to God and His grace!
- God has even let my prayer life to improve over the past several weeks. He has been showing me my need to continually rely and depend on Him in prayer and I have seen some pride in my heart that I hate and I know that it needs to be removed from my life if I want to truly reflect the holiness of my Lord and King. Only through prayer will such victory be seen. Thank you God for constantly bringing me to my knees and before the feet of Christ.
That is just a sampling of God’s recent grace in my life. More to come…
All glory be to our great God and all majesty be to our Lord Jesus Christ forever and ever!
